Alone

Being alone is not always fun but you end up enjoying time by yourself. Sometimes you are with a lot of people and yet you still feel alone. I often feel like that however I dont mind. I have never been the type to be around a lot of people I like to stay to myself more then anything and no one can change that if I dont want to change.

However, I do hate being alone. Cause when I need some one to be there for me know one is. I am always there for others but no one is ever there for me but I have come to accept that in my life and thats alright.

Have you ever thought to your self and thought what was I thinking? Well that happenes a lot when many girl/guys are dating someone. they seem all happy then after a few weeks yhey think why am I dating this person, when everything they done pisses me off? Then they remember that the person you like only likes you as a friend and you have to try and get over that person so you go and date someone that you when never have thought have dating. You still hang out with the person who only think of you as a friend but it gets weird at moments when someone brings up another girl or when they call you in the middle of the night just to talk to you about how they miss there ex, and you being the person you are lets them talk and helps them out even though your heart is breaking every time they say they miss there ex. However, you still think of them all the time and you know they know that you still like them but they still do the things they do.

I may have been in this type of thing before but it never gets any easier it still hurts when I see this one person but I cant help it I still have them feelings and I dont think there going away any time soon.

Hello

Hello everyone.

I am new to this blogging thing and would just like to say that this is not going to be all big and bad as others maybe. I am just going  to blog about random things but they be things your into.

So I hope you enjoy your reading.